Skipping the looming rudeness of reality
I tried to close my eyes hoping it’ll end
But when I opened it everything is the same
And then I am alone accepting all the blame
As I am slowly eaten by my melancholy
A sudden grip saved me from my end
I didnt know that it was a trap for me to fall again
But this fall of me is quite different
That the thought of me getting up is not evident
I got used to it,slowly drinking the vial of poison
But that poison is somewhat the cure that Ive been looking
The sweetness that it offer is quite blinding
The reality I was about to face is fading
And all that’s left is nothing but happiness
But that supposed happiness brought an emptiness
No matter how hard I try to open my eyes
I can’t,No I chose not to
Now I am no other than but a servant
A servant of this fantasy
A fantasy that blinds me
But I love this lie
I love this comforts brought by this lie
I am slowy taken over by this
A sin I will always miss
A sin I should not be doing
But its a sin I am happily accepting.
A not so golden's life. 